Who and what you are cannot be broken, hidden, or tempered with.
What you lived through, live through, and will live through won’t change it.
What happened, happens, and will happen to you can’t change it.
This simple fact connects you to all beings, who are also made up of love.
Crystals, animal realm, plants, sunlight, moonlight, and starlight are all love.
When you stop to consider what this all means, it is simple: you get to experience LOVE through being you and through everything and every being around you.
Whatever doesn’t feel like LOVE, is an invitation for you to look even deeper to realize the truth. The truth is, in the times that you struggle, all you need to do is re-source yourself to rest in the LOVE that you already are and everything already is.
With LOVE,
Damla
P. S.
My word of the year for 2023 is LOVE. I would love to find out yours! Comment on this post to let me know.
If you are new to my writing and healing work (or not), I welcome you here with open arms. My hope and intention for you is to receive the vibrational essence of my posts, each of them is a love letter channeled through me to you. Read with your whole body, let the soul message touch your heart, and allow the images, words, and stories to deeply nourish you.
The last part of our odyssey was a private visit to the King’s Chamber in the Great Pyramid. I remember us sitting in the beautiful garden of our hotel the day before. Some of us were really anxious about it. The King’s chamber is accessed through a long and narrow staircase that leads to a larger room. The staircase is very low which means you need to climb it hunched over for a long time, only seeing what is in front of you, and without a way for you to turn back down. I was feeling anxiety just like everyone else. I also knew that I needed to go there. As I woke up from a dream that day, I was given the guidance that I would be downloading my next three books in the chamber. Anxiety or not, I would make the journey!
The next day we were invited to our tour owner’s guest house for dinner. She had a lovely common room and a great spread prepared for us. What they didn’t tell us was that the guest house was right across from the pyramids and the Sphinx and you could see all of them from the amazing terrace! We found ourselves watching the sunset gazing at the Pyramids.
On the first day that I arrived Cairo, I found myself at my hotel’s balcony overlooking the Pyramids. After settling in I got out to the balcony and just gazed at them. Tears started to flow in my face. I could feel them welcoming me. It felt like being reunited with a family member I haven’t seen in a long time. I remember sitting there and just feeling their unbelievable energy. Was this real? Was I imagining it? All I knew was what I felt and what I felt was very real. I had been here before and this felt like a home-coming and integrating a part of me that I didn’t know existed.
From the terrace of our tour guide’s guest house
I had the same feeling at that terrace on our last day. As I gazed at the pyramids I knew that they would be with me forever. I knew that they had longed for me and I had longed for them and their energy would stay with me.
I had another karmic experience after dinner that day. I found myself with a throbbing pain on the right side of my abdomen around my gallbladder. As we sat at the terrace, taking pictures, taking in the view, I found myself sitting a little away from the group and going into a meditative silence. I held my pain and asked it what it was about. All of a sudden I had the flash of a picture where I had a knife wound and both my hands were covered in blood trying to hold on to it. I realized that I was looking at another lifetime bleeding through. I started to tap, went into my meditative place, and sent forgiveness and love to all the people and circumstances of that lifetime.
Watching the sunset at the terrace
By the time it was time to go to the Great Pyramid, I was already in a deep meditative state with my head tingling. I didn’t talk much during the short bus ride. When we got there and lined up outside the pyramid, the panic was palpable. I tapped and breathed and encouraged a few of us to do the same. I knew that I was being called here for a long time now. I also knew in my meditative state, I would be called to be the care-taker and anchor for those of us who were having a harder time with it than I was.
We entered the Great Pyramid. I remember the slight panic in my throat. We went through a narrow cave-like hallway. I touched my hands and forehead on the wall to greet the pyramid. It all felt very familiar. When I stepped foot on the first step of the narrow staircase I heard ‘No more fear!’ With that first step all my fears and anxiety melted. I was in an altered state. I didn’t want to talk. It was extremely hot, people in front of me and behind me were having a hard time climbing. I remember breathing, climbing, and breathing. Anchoring the calmness for everyone and myself. We were in a rhythm. One of us was singing in the front of the group. Some of us were tapping. We were taking one step at a time to go to the heart of the pyramid. We were climbing back up the womb of the Mother.
The card I kept pulling over and over again before my Egypt trip.
At last we arrived at the King’s Chamber, placed right in the middle of the pyramid. This was a seemingly empty room with a sarcophagus in the middle. I instinctively went to the sarcophagus and placed my forehead on it as a greeting. Then sat down by it on the floor, cross-legged, with my fingertips touching the floor. The moment I sat down and closed my eyes I heard ‘It is time. You always had the downloads in you, we will show you how to reach them.’ I was guided to go deep into the middle of my heart and breathe. Then rose a huge pyramid from my heart surrounding my body. Suddenly, there was another upside down pyramid, both surrounding my body with my heart at the center. I was shown that this is how – even after leaving here- I would access everything I ever needed, right in my heart.
Our spiritual guide Sheilaa walked us through a meditation. I don’t remember much of it since I was already in a meditative state. I just remember seeing a white water lily as my soul flower and a black panther who put her head on my lap purring as my soul guide animal. Then she asked us to hold hands standing around the sarcophagus. One by one we went into this ancient space-holder. I squeezed the hands of my soul travelers, they squeezed mine. We helped each other get in and out of the sarcophagus. When I got in there it felt familiar, safe, and I could have stayed there for ages. At one point with one of us in the sarcophagus, we found ourselves turning the palms of our hands towards her and beaming healing energy towards her. Every single one of us, no matter how physically challenging it was, made it in and out of the sarcophagus, which was amazing to witness.
At the end, Sheilaa in her deep soul wisdom, invited the Egyptian guard of this place to come and lie in the sarcophagus. We later learned that he was saying that he never felt anything in this sacred place. As he lay in there our group sent him healing energy with our hands. You could see his expression change and soften as he climbed out of there as if he was experiencing relief. As our Egyptian tour guide, another healer, spoke to him we surrounded him standing. One of us was guided to place her hands on his heart and his back. We were still sending him healing energy. At one point, I spontaneously started to Om and other people joined me. We did a few rounds of Om surrounding the Egyptian guard in this sacred of sacred places. You could see tears in his eyes. He was touched by our love.
It was time to trek back out into the world. We entered the birth canal of the pyramids. Going down slowly, this time with a lot less anxiety and charged with something we didn’t know how to name. I kept hearing over and over that this energy, this experience, and this knowing would always stay with me. By the time we arrived outside of the pyramid, we were different people. Touched by the magic of what is beyond words. My forehead, my pineal gland, was tingling and kept doing so hours after.
The moment we got outside of the Great Pyramid.
I remembered my dream where I stood by the pyramids at night, looking at the stars and understanding my calling of reminding people of the infinite potentials of their inner children. I was right there, standing by the Great Pyramid, at night, looking at the stars, and feeling like I just went through a rebirth and resurrection (I had), and just in awe of all it!
Touching the Great PyramidThe Great Pyramid at night
The biggest gift of this odyssey experience for me is this: we have seen and felt what is beyond the veil and are now asked to bring it back to our lives any way that we can. In all these magical places where the veil is really thin, we touched something real, palpable, and extraordinary. I can’t imagine going back to my life and pretending that it doesn’t exist. I have been lucky to have experienced magic on and off in my life. What Egypt and this odyssey offered was undeniable magic. There’s a lot more to what we see happening three dimensionally. There are so many layers, stories, and energies playing themselves out. I can no longer pretend to not see or know. In every situation I find myself in, I deeply know now there’s a soul layer that needs to be explored.
With deep gratitude and love,
Damla
P. S. This feels like the last installment for now. If I am guided to write more about Egypt, you’ll be the first to know! 🙂
In the next few months, I will be busy writing the first King’s Chamber download, my book about crystal healing. I’ll share snippets with you as I am guided. And I’ll continue to share love notes, occasional offers, and healing transmissions with you too.
I invite you to look into your heart. Take a deep breath and look even deeper. Then stay there and slowly breathe. This journey that you are on called life, is hard, unpredictable, full of challenges and gifts, just like an odyssey. Here’s the truth:
You are not alone,
You are deeply loved.
And your needs matter.
Taking time for your healing is a need. Taking time to soothe your nervous system kindly, lovingly, and gently is a need. What I offer in Chakra Bliss Vault is a chance to do that. Bit by bit, with every single healing, it is a chance to reclaim your heart connection, to touch what your soul and the soul of life needs you to know, and to give yourself a moment to breathe even in the midst of all the chaos and unpredictability.
The healings are mostly silent because all you need to know is already in your heart, my job is to create opportunities that will take you into your heart’s chamber.
You will get immediate access to ALL healings in the Vault (82+ of them!) the moment you join. The healings will be at your fingertips through an Apple or GooglePlay app whenever and wherever you need them.
The entrance of the original Isis Temple at Philae Island
An odyssey, as the name suggests isn’t without its challenges. At every point of the journey there was magic, there was also discomfort, emotions, karma rising up, and old-patterns resurfacing for all of us.
Until the very last moment of my flight to Cairo, I didn’t know if I would make it. A week before the trip I got the flu, which hit me hard with a high fever and a cough. I was unable to sleep most nights and felt incredibly tired. My Doctor gave me the ok to go if I was fever-free for 24 hours before the trip. I had my luggage open on the floor unable to finish it up since I felt so tired. Finally my fever broke the day before. The morning of my flight, I woke up speedily trying to finish up my luggage, only to be sent back to my bed again with a migraine. My migraines usually take a day to shake off, are incredibly painful, and end up with me throwing up. I was in bed at 9am with my migraine and an unfinished luggage, and needed to leave home by 12pm. (Btw. this is when having travel insurance is incredibly helpful for peace of mind!). These are the times that I lean on the Crystal Healings in the Chakra Bliss Vault. I played the Monthly Energy Tune Up feeling being held in love, placed my ice-wrap on my head, and surrendered to it all. By the grace of the Goddess, I was able to gather myself, my belongings and headed to the bus that took me to the Boston Logan Airport.
Whatever was pulling me towards Egypt, something was wanting to pull me back equally strongly. The fear of the unknown and unfamiliar was strong and was coming up as physical issues. I needed to be willing to move through it with a lot of courage.
The entrance of the original Isis Temple at Philae Island
I had chosen to arrive early to Cairo and had a day to myself, which felt great. The next day the rest of the group arrived. We got introduced to each other and our tour started right away! The tour schedule was full and challenging at times. Each day we would wake up at 5am (or earlier), get to our bus and get going. We would be on our feet, standing or walking most of the day. Some of us began to show signs of fatigue, with swollen feet and knee and back issues. Some of us went through several bouts of digestive issues. I had my moon cycle two days after the full moon visit in Karnak. Managing my energy level was very difficult at times. On top of it all we were tired, which made staying present and positive a challenge.
The landscape was another challenge. In contrast to the gorgeous temples, pyramids, hieroglyphs, and the rich ancient culture, Egypt is a developing country with a lot of poverty, lack of infrastructure, and a chaotic traffic, especially in Cairo. The street sellers were relentless. They would target us and not let go. Our group had a bodyguard who would try to intercept them but not always successfully.
The entrance of the original Isis Temple at Philae Island
Our spiritual guide Sheilaa, being the wise soul that she is, gathered us in a meeting mid-trip. She looked at us and said ‘All the physical issues, emotions, and discomfort is your shit, your karma, coming up to the surface. Here and now, in this sacred place, you get to release it.’ She assured us that it was ALL a natural part of the journey. Hearing her say it made it possible for us to move through it all with a little more grace.
Our karma (the ways that we have trouble showing up for ourselves and others) kept showing up in different ways. We were all asked to move through it, with the support of Khemet and the Goddess energy, and with the actual support of our soul family in this group.
I had a few karmic moments of my own. The second day in Cairo Museum I somehow lost the group. I ran around the museum in panic, trying to call the few people I barely knew from the group. At last the group realized I wasn’t on the bus and our Egyptian guide came and found me. When I sat down and asked ‘What’s going on?’ in my heart, I was shown a lifetime where my family left me behind as a baby in an ice storm. I was living all those emotions and panic all over again. Except this time, I wasn’t a helpless baby. I realized that I would have been ok even if I somehow didn’t meet the group. I would have found my way. Through a deep releasing meditation and lots of tapping, I was able to release that karma and find forgiveness.
Another thing that was hard for me was getting into a group of 18 women after going through the pandemic practically as a hermit! After our first dinner, I found myself needing to retreat into my room to calm down my nervous system. I gradually got used to being with the group and came to enjoy each and every one of them greatly. I found myself getting to know each and every person better and found a lot of comfort in our being there for each other.
Where the Isis Temple sits now. Agilkia Island.
Our visit to Philae and the Temple of Isis was perfectly timed. Philae is the island on the Nile where the Temple of Isis originally was placed. Because of a dam project, the temple was moved by Unicef to a nearby island. We first visited the entryway of the original temple with a small boat. You could immediately feel the beautiful energy. It felt appropriate that the Temple Of Isis, the Goddess of feminine beauty, fertility, emotional healing, and love would be on the water. We had a private ceremony and a meditation here that was really special.
Then we went to the actual temple which is now situated on another island. It took 10 years to move her brick by brick. As we approached the new island, I immediately heard ‘I didn’t enjoy the move, but here I am’. I could still feel the Goddess Isis in the Temple. I could still sense the records of time in the stones. She had been through a lot and she was still standing.
The message of not always enjoying how our karma shows up but letting it move us, letting it change us, letting it re-create us stayed with me. Finding grace and healing doesn’t always have to look or feel pretty. A karmic release rarely happens as you envision it. As long as you show up for it, something in return shows up for you to give you the strength to make a new home in yourself, and re-define what it means to be you.
With love and gratitude,
Damla
P. S.
I will tell you about another karmic release I experienced tomorrow, along with the gift of the odyssey and my magical experience in the King’s Chamber of the Great Pyramid.
Here’s Part 1 and Part 2 of My Egyptian Odyssey in case you missed it.
When karma knocks on your door (preferably even before), it is a good idea to have a lot of energetic support. As you go through the discomforts of life, you need moments to remind you that you deserve to be held too. All the healings in Chakra Bliss Vault are created just for that.
In those moments of being held, you are reminded of three things:
You deserve to be held in love,
Grace, love, and support exist,
You got this!
The resilience you build by regularly taking time for a 10 minute, 30 minute or a 45 minute healing will help get you through your day and karmic trials.
You will get immediate access to ALL healings in the Vault (82+ of them!) the moment you join. The healings will be at your fingertips through an Apple or GooglePlay app whenever and wherever you need them.
Imagine waking up at 2am in Khemet (Egypt) and getting on a bus with your other sleepy odyssey companions at 3am. By 4am you arrive at your destination. It is pitch black with a full moon in Sagittarius. A few people with flashlights light the way. Everyone is silent and only the footsteps can be heard. You are the only ones allowed here at this hour. After a short walk, you arrive at the most magnificent temple ever (Karnak). With huge columns that reach the sky as far as the eye can see, it is magnificent. You keep walking and you reach a small entryway. It is a room without a roof. The ancient Egyptians designed most of their temples that way, to see the sun, moon, and the stars. There’s a marble offering table in the middle and a door that leads to an ancient Sekhmet statue.
Sekhmet is the Goddess with the lioness head and a woman’s body. Ancient Egyptians called their Gods and Goddesses Neteru or Neters. They were the embodiments of the elements of nature. They had 360 Neteru for each ray of the sun. Half male, half female. They knew that when you personified and spoke to Nature, she spoke back. Sekhmet is the embodiment of the fierce mother. She is protective. She is also a Divine Mother who nourishes, heals, and listens. She knows you more than you know yourself. She sees and accepts all of you unconditionally. The Sekhmet statue in Karnak is known to be powerful. Her eyes are full of compassion and love. Her stance is fierce. Her presence is felt the moment you step foot into the temple.
Sekhmet in Edfu Temple
Our group gathers, our spiritual guide Sheilaa speaks. She says that we are to touch and greet the offering table and she will guide us into Sekhmet’s presence one by one. Some of us circle the table. Some of us put our hands on it. I am guided to place my hands and forehead on it. Then all of a sudden it is not enough, I hug the table. The moment my head touches the table, the guidance starts. My body relaxes. I hear very clear and gentle guidance answering my every question, giving me my next steps, my marching orders, telling me what the universe has in store for me. The universe has EVERYTHING in store for me! By the time I lift my head which has simply been on the offering table less than a minute, it feels like it has been days. My head is spinning.
I tap. I close my eyes. I breathe. Then it is my turn to enter into the sacred room. Sheilaa first takes me into the room with Ptah, Sekhmet’s husband, the God of Darkness. The room is pitch black dark. I close my eyes. I realize that I am in the darkness of the womb, of the creative void, of space, and of where the seeds grow. There’s nothing scary about this darkness. It is sacred. It is beautiful. It is all about life. In the beauty of it, I start to cry silent, releasing tears. Then Sheilaa takes me to the room that belongs to the son of Ptah and Sekhmet. The energy starts to deepen. I am now in the creative realm where 1+ 1 equals more than 2. I am still crying.
Seated Sekhmet, Cairo Museum*
Then Sheilaa takes me to Sekhmet. Somehow in the darkness I find myself hugging her. I bow my head into her embrace. I really start to cry now, full-on tears. I can feel her presence, her love. I know that it is safe to come apart in her presence. She holds me like a mother holds her child. There are words in my inner space. All my questions are being answered. All the guidance I need are given. All the assurances I need are made known to me. I don’t know how long I am there (must be a few minutes?). It feels like ages. I am taken outside.
A beautiful drawing of Sekhmet by my roommate Melissa.*
Then we wait. We wait in the moonlight. I find myself moving, dancing side to side. There is no talking. Somehow in the moonlight we women find each other. We hold and squeeze each other’s hands. We touch our heads to each other. We hug. We reassuringly stroke each other’s backs and arms. We become the Goddess for each other. The Goddess is alive through us.
Full Moon by Sekhmet’s chamber in Karnak
When everyone has been to the inner three chambers, Sheilaa calls us all in. We make a circle holding hands next to Sekhmet. Whoever is near Sekhmet holds her hand to complete the circle. We even include the male guard who is in the room with us. I am overcome with emotion. I suddenly know that I am experiencing all the suffering that Sekhmet has ever witnessed. At the same time I am feeling all the compassion she has ever shown people. Next, I am aware of all the suffering our circle has been through and all the love we each hold. Sheilaa guides us through hugging the statue in two’s. When it is my turn, I am bawling. It is too much to feel all of it. I hug the statue and hold my partner’s hands. The moment I hug Sekhmet a quietness comes over me. It is like she hushes me like hushing a crying baby. Everything is as it should be. There’s no more need for words. And I can find comfort in her embrace.
Full Moon at Karnak Temple
The Goddess has spoken to all of us. There is not a single person who wasn’t moved or changed completely. We all experienced her unconditional love, her powerful embrace, and her presence being born for and through us. The sun is rising as we exit the temple. We are never going to be the same again. We are born anew.
This is what came to me to write down three days before my trip:
“I went to the land of the Goddess (Khemet/Egypt) naked. Not naked without clothes, naked without assumptions, expectations, and make-up. Naked like a just birthed baby. Naked like a reborn adult. Naked like my very existence depended on her care and nourishment (it does). Naked with my head bowed down with humbleness and awe. She said ‘you are welcome here any time. We met before and we shall meet again. The tendrils of my Gaia plants and waters have turned into golden sands. And we meet again. I know you dear soul. I have known you a great long while. You have known me a great long while. We meet to joyfully say ‘what a great becoming, what a great re-meeting, what a great and divine feeling to love you in my arms again.’ I said ‘I have missed you Divine Mother. I have for so many nights longed for you. I prayed to meet you in myself and others. You have shown up briefly each time. Let us fully fill our cups with each other in this lifetime. For my cells are all so delighted to see you here and now. I am forever grateful to you.
Love is the great big rope that binds us through all eternity. I am grateful to have found you one more time.“
* We were asked not to share any pictures of the Sekhmet statue in Karnak publicly to honor her sacredness.
Tomorrow I will tell you about the challenges, trials, and karma that comes up when you go on an odyssey.
Below is the invitation I promised you yesterday.
When I started Chakra Bliss Vault Membership in December of 2020, I didn’t fully understand her mission. I only had heard one guidance: create a virtual space where everyone coming can feel held in unconditional divine love. I started creating -mostly silent- crystal healings with this one piece of guidance in mind. Only after being in the presence of Sekhmet, I know and understand the meaning of it all.
The love that I speak of is Divine, meaning it can hold everything in acceptance, the light and the dark, the hurt and the joy, all of it! The love that I infuse into these healings is a balm for our parched souls as we go through this life. The love that is channeled through me for these healings continues to heal me, and has touched and soothed the hearts, minds, bodies, and souls of many already.
It has been 2 full years. Chakra Bliss Vault now has a great big pool of channeled crystal healings:
24 Monthly Focused Healings that focus on an energetic wound for deep healing.
24 Mini Energy Tune Ups that are 5-10 minute healings that are there for you whenever you need them.
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10 Bonus Sound Balancing sessions with tuning forks to give you a chakra adjustment and clearing whenever you need it.
Several other bonuses including Ancestral Healing Meditation, Crystal Healing Meditation, interviews that go deep, a 50% discount for a private session with me, and more.
As we are entering the 3rd year of CBV, her mission is clear to me: provide a loving refuge for deep energetic wound healing and channel the love of the Divine Mother.
On January 1st, I will be sharing three new crystal healing sessions with you (as I do every month). One of them is going to be Being Held by the Divine Mother Monthly Focused Healing. I will channel what I felt when I hugged Sekhmet in her chamber and what I felt in each and every temple and each and every moment I was in Khemet. This love has everything you need in it. This love is a balm for parched souls. We ALL need this kind of love.
If only to experience this one healing, I invite you to join Chakra Bliss Vault for FREE. The doors are open for you to join for a 15-day trial, between now and December 31st.
You will get immediate access to ALL healings in the Vault (82+ of them!) the moment you join. The healings will be at your fingertips through an Apple or GooglePlay app.
This month, I went to the land of Khemet (The Black Land, Egypt). It was a dream fulfilled. It was a true odyssey with lots of ups and downs, initiations and re-births, and deep soul healing and re-membering.
In the next few days I will tell you about my experience, and share an offer with you that will let you experience what I experienced: being held in the loving arms of the Divine Mother.
My soul pilgrimage was a 15-day jam-packed tour between December 1 and 15, along with 18 other soul family members, 13 sisters, 2 brothers, and 3 exceptional guides. Our tour guide was a fiery Egyptian woman, who took great care of us. Her boss the owner of the tour, another fiery Egyptian woman, who kept track of all of us and our scheduled time like a Horus. And our spiritual guide, teacher, and the organizer of the tour was an intuitive Goddess, Tarot Master, Astrologer, and Soul Reader Sheilaa Hite.
All of the participants along with me were healers, empaths, intuitive readers, astrology-enthusiasts, and deeply spiritual beings. We found a home in each other almost instantly and often joked that muggles (people who don’t believe in magic in Harry Potter’s world) weren’t a part of this magical group!
As all odysseys, my journey started much before the actual journey started. Sheilaa visited Egypt in December 2021 and did a presentation of her time there over Zoom. At the time she didn’t yet announce a tour to Egypt. She was simply sharing her experience. I attended that presentation, loving the pictures and her stories. That night in my dream I saw myself visiting one of the shops she visited where she bought a custom-made coat. I saw myself getting a brand new custom-made coat. When I woke up I knew that Egypt was calling me.
Then came more dreams, one of them was significant. I saw myself standing by the pyramids and looking at the millions of stars. I saw myself showing the stars to the people who passed by and saying ‘Look! Look, how amazing they are!’ The moment I woke up I knew that it was about my life’s calling to remind people of the infinite potentials of their inner children.
Both of these dreams came true this month, and so much more. I got my coat. I stood by the pyramids at night. More importantly, I found a deep connection to myself and the Divine in all of us.
I had a single intention going to Khemet: to connect with the Goddess and the Divine Mother and feel her unconditional love. I have felt her in so many shapes and forms during my odyssey. Here’s what I realized: love that lives here on this planet is magical, and each and every one of us are not only a part of that magic but essential to it. We deserve to feel Mother Gaia’s love deeply. This healing love is what I want to channel and share with you for the rest of my life.
Tomorrow I will share my story of meeting Sekhmet, the fierce, protective, and deeply compassionate mother. I will also share an offering where you can feel this love in your bones, molecules, and in every particle and wave of your being.
With love and deep gratitude,
Damla
P. S. If you are new to my writing and healing work (or not), I welcome you here with open arms. My hope and intention for you is to receive the vibrational essence of my posts, each of them is a love letter channeled through me to you. Read with your whole body, let the soul message touch your heart, and allow the images, words, and stories to deeply nourish you.
Your inner children aren’t needy. They are your realized or mostly unrealized quantum potentials that are waiting for you to connect with them to be realized.
They may be hidden deep within. They may be tangled inside distortions, blocks, trauma, and years and years of neglect. Yet when you connect with them they are ready to shine right away.
They long and root for you to connect with them. However they don’t need you. The truth is you need them. You need their infinite potentials. You need their love, beauty, wisdom, and magic. You need all that they have to remind you and teach you.
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When I was a little girl, one day I woke up remembering a dream. I must have been 4 or 5 years old, definitely before school age. In my dream, I am looking out the window, there’s a ton of snow and I see this cute brown house peacefully sitting in the midst of all the snow. And I am perched at the window watching all the snow. I woke up not knowing who I was or where I was. At the time where we lived (in an apartment in a small town in Turkey), it didn’t snow very much and there were no cute brown houses anywhere in sight.
Fast forward to years later, it took me a year after moving to recognize that that brown house now sits across from my house in the middle of snowy New England where we have been living for 10+ years. Right now I am sitting in my front steps looking at the cute brown house, knowing it’ll be covered by the peacefulness of snow soon.
It takes a while to understand the seasons and cycles of our lives. That little girl needed to know that peace existed in the form of a house somewhere with lots of snow so that she could begin to move her soul towards it.
Wherever in your life’s cycle you are right now, I hope you know that there’s magic and forces beyond your comprehension cheering you on.
With lots of love,
Damla
Here’s what has been giving me immense joy lately:
A lot has been happening internally and everywhere. Fall is here, together with her I am feeling the need to fall in, stay in, and stay there a while.
I have been organizing my home like a crazy person since the summer. I have done most of it, letting go a lot, and with some cupboards closed for later deeper inspection. I am gathering reserves now for the next deep-clean. I feel like this organization-haze speaks to my inner state too.
I have started a new journey this month by joining a 3 year Astrology training program. I am taking a 4 hour class every week, plus investing time in further reading and reflection. Astrology is not what you think it is. It is so much more than that. It is an opportunity to discover your full soul potential here in this lifetime. I plan on recording a solo podcast episode on that soon.
I am feeling more and more the intensity of my own and our collective wounding. It is like something got accelerated all of a sudden. All of our wounds are shouting louder and louder, and making physicality and life more uncomfortable. It is like they won’t rest until we listen, we make peace, and we go on a journey to discover what hidden potential hides underneath them. (See my new free meditation to help you with that). If you feel like, you’d like to step into deeper healing with personalized guidance, let me know.
I went to the dentist for teeth cleaning this week. We were making small talk and she told me she is interested in crystals. When I told her that our teeth are crystals since they are made up of 65% or more minerals, she said that she’d never considered that.
So let me tell it to you out loud one more time: you are a crystalline being made up of -mostly- liquid crystals. Your physical body is a dynamic crystalline quantum structure. You absorb, cohere, transmit electrical information and subtle energy just like crystals.
What will you let your being absorb today? What will you choose to take in including food, information, and drinks? What will you choose to shine out today?
Someone asked me in an interview recently ‘How can someone be grateful in the face of deep energetic wounds?’
I have written about gratitude as being greatly-full. Great means Maha in Sanskrit and Maha is one of the mantras of the heart. So grateful or great-full equals heart-full in my mind. Being heart-full doesn’t mean you just fill your heart. You fill your entire body, your nervous system, and your energy field with heart or pure love.
How do you do this? You sit and look within. You look at the soil, your flesh, blood, and bone that is underneath your skin. You plough through it until you find pockets of life and light. Then you expand those pockets and you plant new seeds of love there. Your tender gaze is enough to fill you with light, and to feed all your inner children who hide their potential in the darkness. You give them what they need most, which is attention, which is love.
You fill yourself up every single day. Your attention tells your body that ‘you are lovable, you are precious, you are enough, I see you, I love you, I am here for you.’ Your body becomes the chalice that carries what you fill it with. Just like a crystal (which is what you are on a three dimensional level) that carries and amplifies subtle energy, you become filled with love, only love.
When you pour love into yourself, you make your body sacred. And everything you look at slowly becomes sacred too. Crystals and crystal healing came into my life at a time when I couldn’t see and feel the sacredness of my body. But I could sense and feel the beauty of the crystals. I could look at them with love. As I filled them with love, they gently poured that same love into my body, sharing what they were filled with with another crystalline body.
Once your body is filled, your light, your love begins to pour out. You can’t help but share it. You establish boundaries for what empties you out too quickly. You refill yourself. Then just through your intentional presence, you become the crystalline chalice that lights up the world for yourself and others.
Energetic wounds happen when your body encounters what doesn’t feel like love. Your deepest gratitude to life that is right here in you, the life that is you is to embody love despite anything and everything.
